17, 2015
I was at a house party with my friends. There was a boy there that i really liked. I got very drunk and went to lie down in a quiet room. I woke up to him touching me and he then took me upstairs and raped me. Even though i liked this boy i didnt want this to happen. I was asleep and i had also never had sex before. I couldn’t really understand what had happened afterwards. I thought i deserved it and maybe that it was normal because i liked this boy. I see now that this was wrong and the trauma it has left me with years later still effects my life a considerable amount.